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read it bitch [18 Dec 2004|11:38am]
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im going christmas shopping today hopefully.<3
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i stole this from slim and i know youll steal it from me [17 Dec 2004|02:10pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Full Name: Jessica Lauren Galbraith
Birth date: December 10, 1987
Birthplace: South shore hospital
School: Rockland High School
Eye Color: black/dark brown/burgandy..haha its weird.
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 5'6"
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

LAYER TWO:
Your heritage: Irish, English, Chuckelsavakian(spelling), scottish, american
The shoes you wore today: Purple converses with rainbow shoelaces
Your weakness: romance and being touched.
Your fears: being broken, heights, rattle snakes haha dont ask, firemen
Your perfect pizza: fuck pizza
Goal you'd like to achieve: get vin outta my house

LAYER THREE:
Your most overused phrase on AIM: lolololol
Your thoughts first waking up: im tired
Your best physical feature: my lips?
Your bedtime: 945
Your most missed memory: beach with Dan

LAYER FOUR:
Pepsi or Coke: orange soda
McDonald's or Burger King: wendys
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: vans
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: fuck tea
Chocolate or vanilla: : twist
cappuccino or coffee: iced coffee.

LAYER FIVE:
Smoke: used to for two years
Cuss: yes
Sing: im going places
Take a shower everyday: yeah im no scrub
Have a crush(es): i have a boyfriend who rocks my shoes off.
Do you think you've been in love: right now obviously
Want to go to college: yep
Like(d) high school: i like it now that im at rockland
Want to get married: yeah young too.
Believe in yourself: sometimes
Get motion sickness: my nervous system explodes.
Think you're attractive: i wish i did.
Think you're a health freak: you wish
Talk with your parents: hardly
Like thunderstorms: uhh only if it hits somebody i hate
Play an instrument: im playing drums now
LAYER SIX:
In the past 2 months have you..
Drank alcohol: i dont drink anymore i used to be an addict
Done a drug: used to be all over that too
Had Sex: what do you think
Made Out: all the time
Gone on a date: its usually on a bed.
Gone to the mall: yeah.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no.
Eaten sushi: thats gross
Been on stage: uhh yeah
Been dumped: yea
Gone skating: yea
Made homemade cookies: my sister does and i watch so yeah.
Gone skinny dipping: when i was 3...oo0 im dirty.
Dyed your hair: toooo many times.

LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
If so, was it mixed company:
Been caught "doing something": sorta
Been called a tease: yeah hahahaha i try to be
Gotten beaten up: for 4 years straight...thats where i get my strength bitch.
fit in: how can you fit in when all there is is trends....cuz you cant fit in unless your a poser.
Been on a plane: yeah
Swam in the ocean: yep.
Swam in a lake: Yes
Gone skinny dipping: i already told you dumbass
Cheated on a test: of course
Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yeah
Fallen asleep in the shower: yeah haha
Gone to church: fuck church
Read the Bible: as a joke
Climbed a tree: i hugged one
Watched Dawson's Creek: no fuck you
gone water skiing: no
Gone snowboarding: never tried. i broke my moms leg skiing
Gone skateboarding: i tried once
Gone crowdsurfing: if i do my clothes will get ripped off, so i lay off it.
Fell asleep during a scary movie: yeah
Gone all night without sleep: i hate it bitch
Been to camp: no i have no life
Had a camp: no.
Played soccer: i hate soccer
Talked to yourself: yeah
Started a fire: yup
Been to a major league baseball game: i went to the yankeees and sox game
Seen a pro basketball game: no
Been to a NFL game: no
Been to a NHL game: allll the fucking time...go bruins baby!even though im mad at them. and all athletes are greedy assholes.
Watched Dirty Dancing: yeah
Danced along: no
Wanted to die: yes.
Met a celebrity: i met RA, and manmade god
Driven a car: no
Not washed your hair for a week: no
Gotten stiches: on my huge slit
Broken something: yea alot
Played house: last week
Run away: at disney world i ran away and ripped all the flowers out of the park. i had angermangement problems when i was 5.
Gotten lost: uhh probably
Read the dictionary: no
Been in a play: yeah
Thought about suicide: yes
Tried to commit suicide: a lot and the one time i like do, i dont mean to
Used your parent's credit card: i used to steal it all the time.
Been scared of getting shot: yeah
Gotten a cavity: yea
Gotten a shot: yea alot give blood play hockey as they say even tho i dont play
Seen someone die: no
Cried so hard you couldn't stop shaking: yeah and screaming
Gotten into a fist fight: yea
Punched someone for no reason: uhh yeah haa
Thought you were in love: then
Stayed online till 4 in the morning: 530
Used someone for sex: ew gross sex gorss haha jk but no i didnt
Made prank phone calls: yes
Called someone you liked but hung up: no
Snuck out of the house: to jeremys house, and to burkes house with julie
Streaked: nope. i wouldnt do that
Been hurt by the guy you liked: yea o thats odd
Gone to another country: london and paris
Moved: i just did
Had your house rolled: um. no?
Broken the law: yes
Killed someone in your thoughts: what?
Skipped school: ya i got 15 hours
Been stabbed in the back by a "friend": yes
Stabbed someone else in the back: no

LAYER EIGHT:
Age you hope to be married: 22
Numbers and Names of Children: 1 girl and 1 boy: Damien and Victoria or Ava
Describe your Dream Wedding: on a beach and jump in the water after
How do you want to die: peacefully
Where you want to go to college grad school: no idea
What do you want to be when you grow up: marine biologist
What country would you most like to visit: Greece, caribbean, california..haha
LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl...
Best eye color? green
Best hair color? red of course..i like diversity.
Short or long hair: long not hippie long
height: taller by like 3 inches at least
Best weight: medium
Best articles of clothing: not trendy
Best first date location: make out on the beach..

LAYER TEN:
Number of drugs taken illegally: a lot
Number of people I could trust with my life: 2
Number of CDs that I own: too many
Number of piercings: 6...5 ear piercings and my nose.
Number of tattoos: none yet
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: i duno
Number of scars on my body: so many on my arms thats i tho
Number of things in my past that I regret: alot

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ive been so gone...i long for you. [17 Dec 2004|01:37pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

i havent updated in a while an a count of i didnt have a computer for a long time. sorry about that. now i have it back and im on right grounds. i miss it.hehe. i need a job, im gunna get one soon. i havent even gone christmas shopping. woo. anyway. me and Dan are going to see a christmas carol today..its gunna be fun especially since i havent seen it since i was like 12. i used to go every year. and everyone knows that. anyways i have no idea what im doing right now. i left school cuz im sick. my fucking throat i found out what it was, its my throat healin from smoking i just talked to magan and she said it happened to her brother. so good thing huh. id rather it hurt and heal then not heal and hurt forever and die. haha. yep. anyways leave me some bitch.

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[11 Dec 2004|04:08pm]
me and slim went to a phsycic it was so awesome the lady i had. kept callin my mom an ass! and said she wants mens attention and acts like shes 20...and her her bf will break up in like a year. and me and dan will think about gettin married in 2 years decide on it not really get married but i will at 23...then me and slimothy went to the mall..i got a ton of shit its awesome!<3 i miss dan
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you will never know what its like to have this. [11 Dec 2004|06:06am]
[ mood | happy ]

Yesterday was my birthday! it was the best birthday ever!! i got the best presents ever. everything i asked for and more haha. i got this awesome dolphin water singing fountain from dans family, and dan got me a bunch of jewlrey and a awesome watch. and the cards of course and makin my day awesome. and then my dad got me two dvds...elf and spiderman..a mic and cord and case and a cd player set.and 150 bucks. it was awesome.
since this year..every holiday i spent with him has been the best one ever. my birthday usually sucks. so many people said happy bday hahah im not used to that i usually forget myself. well im doing something really fun today! im takin slim and jaime to a physic today! and maybe reba hahaa i dunno. but if not who cares. i dont think kerynn could go..but anywho leave me some comments or i will kill you bitch.

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[04 Dec 2004|05:28pm]
im at my grandpas im watching alien tonight woohoo!!

my birthday is in 6 days...if you wanna get me something go on ahead! haha.
its kinda scary how like all my old best friends never hang out with me or really even want to so i never talk to them.
they say how they want to then ditch me and never call. i love it dont you?
Dan is the only one who never ditched me in my life.
i love him. bye.
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[29 Nov 2004|06:10pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I <3 Dan Turner.

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dont you miss those leaves [26 Nov 2004|11:18pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i just got home from dans<33
it was really fun, and everything. cept im so dehydrated.
its kinda weird that the only time i feel safe now is when im with him.
i mean thats good that i do, but yeah know...my mom is a cunt nothing new about her.
i think i might be goin to margis tomorrow, and maybe sleepin over kerynn's sunday. i have no idea yet.
i really hope Dan didnt go to sleep i want him to answer me....haha.
nothing much to write. 8 months sunday! wooo!!!<33 im eksited!!!
anyways leave some.

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schoooooolllll succcckassssssssss [22 Nov 2004|11:01am]
[ mood | hyper ]

im in the library with celeste and kerri..wicked fun.
anyhow..school is cancled tomorrow because of mr owens funeral and stuff.
im actually going now, but i think i was anyways...im overly hyper today and everyone keeps makin fun of me
i act so crazy right now, people are like are you on something and im like no thats the problem hahahaha.
we have no gym thats why were in here. i went to every single class today and didnt go to sleep til 3 in the mornin im so proud of myself. im going to dans after school, then im going to the funeral tomorrow at 10 with kati and probably meeting up with people there. its so sad, but after the funeral im going to jaimes to have our awesome sleepover.
omg and i talked to my bailey!! we finally get to talk yay! i lost her number and everything but now im hanging out with her this weekend. my moms tryin to say i have to go with her to maryland theres no way im going...i know its my nanas birthday but i cant plus its my anniversary, and i cant miss school. i guess ill just stay at someones house the whole time. im sure someone will let me. so if anyone will let me stay at there house this weekend til like monday or something leave comments catch 22 show is soon dec 27....wooo again! i need somebody to go with though..
anyone wanna??? hahaha. i missed the atreyu and taking back sunday show...oh well. i only wanted to see atreyu cuz tbs sucks now haha. this is sorta long huh? yeah i guess so. i like talk to myself in this thing. why do so many people write about their feelings and shit i mean all they do is like everyone hates me this is a journal not a diary. hahaha. anyways im outtt byeee!

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[21 Nov 2004|09:43am]
[ mood | sick ]

i wish that i wasnt sick anymore..im feeling like its starting to go away, its not as bad as it was a few days ago. last night i had to leave dans cuz i was really sick...but it wasnt my throat that time.
the doctor says i dont need my tonsils taken out even though i have almost all the symptoms that tonsilitis has...i still dont need them taken out i guess.but i feel like it sgunna get healed soon anyway. i just really hope im not sick on thanksgiving cuz i get to be with margi and everything...i just wish that im better by tomorrow. i cant afford to miss more school. hopefully i wont at least be sick tuesday cuz me and jaime will have our sleepover, and i wanna be better and especially better by wednesday. well taht would be 3 weeks by wednesday and if it goes past 3 weeks that means its something more serious then i thought, but i doubt it will happen. i have faith that it will all be okay. plus Dan promised i would be okay. even if he isnt sure i am, he still promises. its all good right? last night was the first time i fell asleep right away, it only took me 10 min to fall sleep usually it take slike 4 hours at least but now that means im healing and its a good sign.

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[19 Nov 2004|11:39am]
[ mood | crazy ]

well ive been sick for a wicked long time now, or at least it feels like it. i really hate my mom shes being the biggest cunt bag. shed reather be with her bf for a second then be with my sick self and help me for one second. shit shes worthless. i hate havin this throat problem it sucks wicked bad. ive been alone so long now. i waited til 230 for dan to come home, and he still isnt home, he probably left because i didnt go to school. i know hes not mad cuz hes really nice, but i hope it doesnt bother him that i didnt go. well i didnt wake up and stayed up til 3 o clock in the morning hell probably get mad at that but i couldnt fall asleep i tried so hard too. i hahaa. oh well. anyways, i like never write in here oh well. i used to like once or twice a day everyday...man i miss those days well back then i had more of a life then i do now which is weird cuz then i wrote a lot more. me and jaime are havin a sleep over tuesday...my teacher died he gave me an a too..damnation. anyways im gunna go now<3

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[15 Nov 2004|10:31am]
i just came from school, i went home sick.
wicked fun huh?
well i took the mcas, and right when i finished i got lady problems...heh.
and then i got sick well i already was sick, so i guess i got sicker.
i didnt really see dan until lunch. he didnt notice me at first cuz everyone kept talking to him.jon and will were there...
i really hate will, i honestly dont want to ever talk to that piece of crap again.
my new kitties have worms its sadening!
i havent hung out with a girl in a really long time, or anyone but dan in a long time. so if anyone wants to hang out tell me on here hahaha cuz i feel lonely and without any friends!:(
being with Dan is awesome though...like theres nothing better. theres nothing more important you can take for granted then having him. i love him so much...i just cant explain it. and i know how i cant let this slip out of my hand...and i wont let it. we keep getting paranoid. i really need sleep. haha. i just cant sleep. its cuz ive been so sick and i just cant do it. i mean i havent actually slept at dans since like last week. haha it sucks really bad. i doubt anyone is actually reading this.
but anyways leave some. make me feel better!
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[13 Nov 2004|09:06am]
the other day i hung out with kerynn and slim...we walked home from school..and went to katies house then we almost got run over by a can with some black people in it. it made me racist. hehe. tehn we eventyally went to slims house. it was pretty fun. lately my mom has been givin me the worst time...she took internet away for no reason so thts why i couldnt write. last night i woke up me and my cat haha to her and her bf screaming at eachother n how shes already cheated haha and lookin for other ppl the second the broke up once n she read his emails and she hides stuff. haha too bad for her. i went to dans we saw the incredibles yesterday. it was an awesome time.<3 i love him yay! okay leave some.
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[09 Nov 2004|10:18pm]
[ mood | loved ]

i love him.
i love everything he does.
everything he is.
i love what he does for me.
i love how much he cares for me.
i love how much he does for me just to get one kiss.
i love how he hates all of you too.
i love how hes so protective.
and i love how much he needs perfection.
i love when he calls me beautiful everyday.
and i love when he tells me he loves me.
i love how this all happens everyday.
and i love how he comforts me.
and i love how he thinks im perfect.
and i love how we are perfect.
and i love how we have bad days that get fixed...
because our love is strong enough to build a bridge.
i love how he plays guitar for me.
i love how he needs me in his arms or he cant fall asleep.
i love everything about him.
i love his green eyes they put me to sleep.
i love the reflection of me i see in them.
i love his hair...it brightens my eyes.
i love every detail on his eyes.
i love everything that is owned by him.
i love everything on him.
i love how he walked hours just to see me.
i love how he loves to surprise me.
i love how he writes poems and songs for me.
and is so scared that ill think they are bad
when i think they are beautiful.
I love how he never thinks bad of me.
i love how he really means everything good
he ever says.
i love when he watches me when i sleep.
and i love how he makes me eat.
i love how he understands me
i love how he doesnt think im crazy
i love how he stops my anxiety
i love how he watches movies he doesnt wanna watch
just because he knows i want to.
i love how hes not like everyone else
i love how he knows i dont care.
i love how he will never lose me
i love how he is so sensitive
i love the way he loves me
and i love how he loves how i love him too.
i love his face.
i love waking up to it.
i love being in his arms.
i love being loved by him.
but most of all .
i love him.

i know your not reading this or maybe you are but it came outta nowehere i just guess it came straight from here.<33

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you will never know what its like to have this. [06 Nov 2004|10:21pm]
[ mood | busy ]

im pretty glad i have something no one else can have.
sometimes i think how lucky i am. passion and love. how great it is...

no matter how much you try
youll never have what we do.
no matter how much you think
you might have it...you dont.
no matter how much love is exsisting
in your life...it cant equal up to ours.
no matter how much love i have..
theres always gunna be more.
no matter how much i love him
im gunna love him more.
youll never know what its like
to have somebody like him....

nothing will ever be better than loving him. <3

tonight, i realized something....you cant give up your cherrished one...or any part of them.

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[05 Nov 2004|11:14am]
[ mood | content ]

wow my body really hurts.. i hurt my spine and my legs from hockey and its just getting worse...so i stayed home today. i hope dan doesnt get too lonely in school. i love him so much, last night was fun. monday me and jaime watched eternal sunshine for the spotless mind it was so awesome it made me miss dan so much and regret ever saying anything less than nice. thursday or friday becky wants to hang out so i probably will hang out with her so either thursday friday or sat ill hang out with dan...he can pick what day. woo. i love you<3

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[01 Nov 2004|10:27pm]
[ mood | curious ]

1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions.

"they all sing and yell and talk about banging girls..and ill be here alone with them!"

stolen from slim

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[01 Nov 2004|11:54am]
[ mood | hot ]

in how crappy today was of like all of this year.....I LOVE DAN SO MUCH. I ALWAYS WILL. I WILL JUST TELL THE WORLD BECAUSE THATS WHAT HE DESERVES. EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS KID. DAN IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON THAT WILL EVER BE IN MY LIFE. I LOVE DAN SO MUCH IM SORRY IM RANTING ABOUT IT BUT ITS ALL TRUE. HES MY HEAVEN AND I LOVE HIM. TOMORROW IS HALLOWEEN AND IM GUNNA SPEND IT WITH HIM BECAUSE HES MY EVERYTHING.

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[31 Oct 2004|07:16pm]
went to kerynns she pierced my ears...woo. i missed dan all day. ash we hanging out please dont ditch me
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[28 Oct 2004|07:51pm]
[ mood | confused ]

hey journey! woo. a lot has changed since me and ashley went seperate ways... some bad and mostly good. yeah know. im excited to chill with her! 7 months thursday!! woo. i didnt go to school today and i was supposed to walk home with kerynn and shit so i felt bad...but im hanging out with her friday. tomorrow and thursday is dan plans haha. i have to hang out with him a lot cuz of some family issues and stuff. i need to support my man. haha.<3 anyways. i got another migrane today and my mom spraned her ankle thats why i didnt go to school. LEAVE SOME BITCHES. hahah by the way ash i scream slut and bitch at powers everyday ahahah.

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